it would be nice...

you know what?

for once, i'd like to hear it from you first... before it winds itself through the serpentine oriental grapevine. i mean, aren't friends supposed to tell each other things that are happening in their lives? do i need to remind you each time? maybe i'm overthinking and being too possessive. is it wrong to want to know what's going on in your life? it's because i care, because i like to know how you are. am i being unreasonable? am i asking too much?

previously, i had asked the same of you and you shook it off, like it was natural to keep your friends in the dark about things like that. i never asked you to broadcast it, but i'd like to hear it from you instead of a second source. reserve me the courtesy please.