nobody likes changes

you're set in your ways and don't want to change how you do things that you've done the same way every since you can remember. there shouldn't be a right and a wrong way, but sometimes that's how it feels... as though i can't do anything right or i fall short. i feel like i'm being criticized or lectured at sometimes.

i pretend i don't care what you think... or at least i do things and brace myself for the harsh comments that will come with your disapproving looks.

and then it's my turn to feel defeated and to give up a little.