yet. again.

this year has gone by so fast... i can't believe it's almost over. granted there are still about 3 more months until 2007, it seems like only yesterday i was ringing in 2006. where does the time go?

so i've realised that i don't like going to weddings, or rather any type of social function, by myself. but especially weddings where people are usually there with their significant other or friend. well, my guest was supposed to be there, but was once again (ultimately, i don't even think i was even surprised because when he text-messaged me 3 hours after the fact, i had the gall to joke around and suggest that i go without him) mia. it must be the bad combination or something. maybe the stars weren't aligned, but every single time, it seems, there's always something in the way, even when several obstacles were passed, others still impeded.

maybe i'm being silly. maybe i'm being thick-headed. whatever it is, i hate feeling this way after every single time. i absolutely hate it; the kicked-in-the-stomach feeling, the impending headache from thinking too much into it, mulling over the what-ifs, could've, should'ves.